i have never tried to write something in english. Though i express myself better in english! So eventually you'll se some mistakes here. Is really hard to grow up. To realize that your choices are not that easy as you thought. When you have a difficult decision to make. And you just keep thinking about how young you are. Sometimes I wish I'd never have to leave my parents house because I knew that everything was under control. But when it comes to you. Things are just not simple. And thats when you find out that life is not just school. Life is not about this little world that we knew. There's so much out there! I wanna see it but i'm also afraid. some people do not experience new things because they are afraid of getting hurt. And that's a terrible mistake i know that better than anyone. My advice to you is: pray. Are you a teenager like me? so you know how it feels to have a lot of doubts and not knowing what you want. Though you want something different each day. And you still have to deal with relationships, friendships, bullyng, school, and future. Because is not easy being a teenager these days. There's so much expectations. So when we let someone who's above us take control its way better. See even thing seems really hard and a lot of doubts comes to head. Isn't much better to know that there's Someone who knows? There's someone who have a plan. And whatever happens He is in control. Isn't that so much relief? So throw your burdens on Him. Just let Him. The only thing you have to do is trust in Jesus! It's kind of hard to do this but it's not impossible! and if you pray and if give your life to Him everything will be ok. There's this song that i really love and it says:
And you said: i know that this will hurt, but if I don't break your heart, things will just get worse. If the burden seems too much to bear, remember... The end will justify the pain it took to get us there.So we may not understand everything now. Like i don't. but the end that He prepared to us will justify all the pain! isn't that a great promise?
